Setangkas Mawar

From today onwards, I will be writing my Blog in english, so that i can improve my english . The story begin last monday, where i suppose to present my case presentation on schizophrenia. But it was a totally a mess i would say. From the begging until the end, our doctor always blaming us for the wrongs that we do in our presentation. I know that it was totally mess with all the HOPI not in it part, it was a totally disaster. We have been scold in front of all my friend. At first i didnt feel anything, but went i start to think again it was really ashamed. 

I  feel that i was the only one that really stupid that i cant answer the lecture question. But what else can i do, i think my presentation was totally a disaster. The doctor even ask to meet him after the class. Can u imagine, me and him alone in his room. I was really stress, he sound really mad at me, he ask why dont i answer his question why that i'm so lazy. He keep asking and repeating the same things. That's when i burst my tears out. I really cant stands the air. The tears are coming out like raining, i just cant control it.

 Luckily it did shut him up, sorry to say. Its make me such a relieve. However, the bad news is he will be monitoring me at class. So it means that i need to read, understand and memorize all the things so that when i'm being ask, i can show to him that i'm not that kind of person whose is really lazy and stupid. But to show it to him, means that i had to sacrifice my time, up until now i'm still leisuring my self. I need to work hard and smarter, yup u can do it kasturi. Semangat kasturi .... 

Masakan Kasturi
Hari ni nak try masak sayur midin belacan hm.. entah lah jadi tak. Nak masak tom yum thai gak lah malam ni. Nanti kan nyum2 ~~

Seri Pagi

Seri Pagi

Pagi, 8 April 2012 , jam 7.09 pagi. 

Ya Allah indah sungguh suasana pagi hari ni. Bungi kicauan burung, angin yg bertiup sepoi2 bahasa, kaki langit yg putih kebiruan menceriakan lagi kehidupan ku hari ni. Ya Allah aku bersyukur sekali lagi Kau hidupkan aku untuk menikmati keindahan CiptaanMu. Ya Allah terima kasih atas pemberianMu kepada hambaMu yg jahil ini. Hidupnya kami sesungguhnya untuk mendapat keredhaanMu. Betulkan niat kami, supaya kami sentiasa ikhlas dalam mencari Ilmu pengetahuan mahupan beribadat kepadaMu, ya Rabbi. 

Rasa Kemboja

Entah kenapa hari ini, hati terasa hiba sangat. Baru ku sedar, jauh nya aku ditelan arus kemodenan dunia. Facebook, gossip liar, movie dan sebagainya menjauh hatiku dri mu ya Allah. Aku rase sedih, keliru ....

Mungkin bukan dia Kau tentukan untukKu... ya Allah berikan aku kekuatan.. Aku redha.

Semangat Kasturi

Semua itu tidak akan mudah mematahkan semngat kasturi ku. Aku akan terus berjuang demi Mak dan Ayah yang sagt aku sayangi. InsyaALLAH menjadi seorg doktor pakar itu matlamat terakhirku.
Pagi yg indah ni membuatkan sembgtku membakar untuk mencari sesuap Ilmu dlm posting baru ni. Susah tapi menyeronokan. Meraka mempunyai seribu satu cerita dalam diri setiap insan. Membuatkan hati ni berkobar mencari punca penyakit mereka.  Yup !!! semngat kasturiKu takkan runtuh!!! Mari berjuang Fisabilillah....

Teman Melati

Terasa rindu pula kat teman melati ku seorg ni. Die kat sibu skang ni, mungkin sedang bermain dengan cicida ( haiwan terkenal betul di sibu, seokor lalat yg besar, nanti saya cerita kan lebih dalam post2 kemudian). Teringat buatkan breakfast untuk die, bagun pagi same2, perbincagan hati dan persaan dan juga perkongsian ilmu agama. Kecil moleh saje orang nye. Sampoi, pandai memasak. Senang berkawan dengan die. Ade sekali tu penah bermasam muka dgn die waktu masak untuk berbuka. Hehehe minta maaf ye teman melati ku. Bukan niatku, itulah yg selalu die uncapkan hehe comel~~ Dia ni jugak teman bermain badminton juga, peh hebat giler... hehe. Dua bulan die kat sibu. Tiggallah kasturi sorang2 kat kuching ni. Takpe balik cepat ye Melati ^_^