Setangkas Mawar

From today onwards, I will be writing my Blog in english, so that i can improve my english . The story begin last monday, where i suppose to present my case presentation on schizophrenia. But it was a totally a mess i would say. From the begging until the end, our doctor always blaming us for the wrongs that we do in our presentation. I know that it was totally mess with all the HOPI not in it part, it was a totally disaster. We have been scold in front of all my friend. At first i didnt feel anything, but went i start to think again it was really ashamed. 

I  feel that i was the only one that really stupid that i cant answer the lecture question. But what else can i do, i think my presentation was totally a disaster. The doctor even ask to meet him after the class. Can u imagine, me and him alone in his room. I was really stress, he sound really mad at me, he ask why dont i answer his question why that i'm so lazy. He keep asking and repeating the same things. That's when i burst my tears out. I really cant stands the air. The tears are coming out like raining, i just cant control it.

 Luckily it did shut him up, sorry to say. Its make me such a relieve. However, the bad news is he will be monitoring me at class. So it means that i need to read, understand and memorize all the things so that when i'm being ask, i can show to him that i'm not that kind of person whose is really lazy and stupid. But to show it to him, means that i had to sacrifice my time, up until now i'm still leisuring my self. I need to work hard and smarter, yup u can do it kasturi. Semangat kasturi ....